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| Friday, February 27th, 2004 | | 8:30 pm |
This has been a delightful evening. I was all prepared to stay locked in my lonely house all night doing homework, but Russ saved me and encouraged me to go see the Jesus movie with him. So we went, and I brought my brother along and we had a splendid time. The movie was very touching, and I felt stupid when I kept crying, but thats ok. It was also very disturbing at moments, but that added to its artistic excellence. maaaaaaaha. After we finished the film, we walked up to coffee beanery to visit my old friend Ron who i havent seen in a couple months. My new hair scared him immensly. eh, oh well. It was really nice to see him again. blah blah blah Im am dreading every up coming moment until monday. damnation. I hate writing essays for my english class, because me teacher seems to expect alot from me. It really stresses me out and Im certain I will be up all bloody night Sunday trying to finish something half decent for monday...hmmm this entry is making me seem studius, but im seriously not. I hate school!!! FFFFF Lately Ive been extremely preoccupied with the whole concept of romance and dating and how its so incredibly flawed. It seems to me that its very likely that any romance in a partnership is just some fabricated ideal that dosnt actually exist in reality, created by humanity in search of something significant. I dont know...perhaps Ive just only had trashy experiences and that is what is lending to my extreme pessimism...who know. Unfortunatly, being the extreme idealist that I am I always waste my life searching for my soul mate. ooooooooh well. Its a phase im sure, I get myself out of this and feel happy about loving again. LALALA! eh well that just about does it for my lengthy entry. hope you all enjoyed reading it, even though like one person reads this thing. goodbye and goodnight. | | Tuesday, October 14th, 2003 | | 5:37 pm |
can of trash
i think im doing ok right now, because i can honestly say life has been treating me well. if someone else had my life they might not be able to say the same thing, but i dont mind a little trash here and there, as long as it isnt drama stupidness.its good to let your life have a little substance, just enough so you can learn from the bad and hold onto the good. this feeling of contentment is not due to some extraordinary event or something unusually exciting, but just becauce living is getting easier and i can feel truly comfortable in my situaion. i have loads of time on my hands, considering my life consists of an extremely undemanding school schedule(just art, gym, and music classes), a nice guy named andy, looking for a new life, and the other such things. perhaps due to this break in life i should be keeping busy with my music, artwork, or whatever else i fill my time with, but no, for once it is ok to let the only means of production be the ability to think clearly and find new ideas. this is good. i think im one of those crazy people who always have to find some unusual outlet for their creativity and never stop. eh...ill try to relax for a little while and see where it takes me. yay. i got to spend time with my good old friend joe the other day. it was nice seeing him and hearing about his interesting life. yay for joe. i miss maurice. she isnt home enough. i just hope she can be happy with everything she is doing. crazy old maurice. she is always good for a laugh. well, have a wonderful night everyone, hope youre all having a good life. goodbye for now. Current Mood: calmCurrent Music: joni mitchell | | Saturday, October 11th, 2003 | | 12:57 pm |
i cant believe im actually updating this thing
there is a light in my life that is unfortunately slightly muffled by the shadows of uncertainty, but nevertheless, the situation promises contentment, as long as i can get over this fear of embracing it. i have faith that one day i will be satisfied with what life has to offer. i just wish i could see through this rain. with hope, i have to believe that this rain will one day bestow life upon a dry and thirsty earth. i dont know what im talking about right now, i suppose im just feeling very emotional. i found an amazing person who i think i could be happy with as long as i abandon this feeling that good things cant last too long.until now i was single for about a year and swore there would be absolutely no men until someone extremely worth it came along, because well,i havent had the greatest luck in this department.i really cant complain though; i have learned many valuable lessons. i think it will be ok in time. however, i dont feel the need to flaunt my relationship all over the internet just to prove to the world that i found someone....speaking of which...mark, when the hell are you coming over to get your stuff??? so...i never update this thing.. i have no idea why i suddenly felt the urge to talk about my personal life to the general public...oh well. tonight should be enjoyable, so i have something to look forward to. i will be spending time with old friends. hooray. i truly believe i have been lucky enough to meet the most amazing people ever created. i guess everyone feels that way about their friends. last night was awesomely awesome. i went down to the zanzibar blue in philly to see pat martino, the coolest guitar man ever. it was very exciting. well, have a delightful life everyone. goodbye. Current Mood: decentCurrent Music: coldplay on the tv in the background | | Friday, October 25th, 2002 | | 6:56 pm |
life is an interesting experience
my day was mildly enjoyable. Things have been odd in the life of danielle lately, but today wasnt too bad. It started like most days. i think the most interesting thing that happened was falling asleep in my english class, and waking up not being able to locate my arms. it was weird. it is always a strange thing when one wakes up not being able to locate their limbs. yeah. nothing too exciting. mark gave me a ride home from school, which was very generous of him. things with him and i have been weird lately, but i feel like things are evening themselves out, and everyday feels a little better. the confusion of the situation has pretty much died, but things are becoming more complicated. oh well. ill figure it out one these days. but yeah. then i came home and watched poltergeist. it is such a delightful film. well i hope you all have a lovely evening! blah. Current Mood: complacentCurrent Music: houses of the holy-led zeppelin | | Sunday, October 13th, 2002 | | 9:44 pm |
livejournal is awesome
greetings everyone. Now i can finally be awesome like everyone else and be down with the livejournalness, thanks to ron. yay for me. My life has been mildly interesting lately. complicated at times, but interesting none the less. I was able to spend time with mark today, which was nice. hmmmmm. thats all i have to say about that. hmmmmm. i like icecream. Current Mood: complacentCurrent Music: the interesting music in my head |
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